|Somewhere..heading up North Alberta.|
Manfriend laughed at me this evening when I said I was tired from actually using my brain. It does zap batshitloads of energy out of me when I enter in a new situation. New job AKA shoving new junk into my limited cranial capacity, feeling so absolutely awkward around new coworkers. That whole feeling awkward thing, well that's me stifling my personality which truly is me trying not to curse, not be perverted in my thinking/verbal expression, being a sunspun cow (MUTHER FUCKING MOO YO) and just being my usual all around weirdo.
This is very difficult for me. Very.
Somehow I become someone I don't recognize nor would most of my friends because I'm generally an outgoing and caring person with the typical bitchy, protective tendencies of a female. I loathe that personna caged feeling just as my bestest friend in Cowtown.
|Told ya I make asstastic ribs.|
Anywho, that would be the end of my quick and un-edited entry. Hope all you kids out there are playing safe and make sure you hug a tree in the name of mee. Damn hippies.